there’s something unappealing to me about ‘wanting’ someone, it sounds so possessive and unattractive.. to me, ‘wanting’ someone is equivalent to objectifying them, I’d rather be ‘needed’, like lungs need oxygen, like bodies need sleep, like we need the sun to stay alive.. they are all necessities, compulsory and needed in our lives.
i’m that friend that has to walk behind the group when the path isn’t big enough. i’m that friend that gets cut off in the conversation. i’m that friend that gets left behind when i asked for them to wait for me. i’m that friend that doesn’t get invited to hang out alot. i’m that friend that if i want to go to the mall or some place with a friend i have to be the one to invite people to make sure i get included. i’ll always be that friend.